This week, this week that started with optimism and a clean slate turned into a little bit of a mental and physical challenge. And now I'm really tired. So tired that I am wholly unprepared for what is coming tomorrow. That would be my 28th birthday! I'm feeling very neutral towards the fact that I am soon a year older, nothing wrong with it and noting to celebrate in a big way either. So we are planning a dinner in the evening, the fiancé, myself and my brother, and the day will be spent at work. I know, I haven't even really tried to make the day special this year. I think I am prepping for that time I will turn 30 and plan on having a PARTY that will suit the occasion, but 28 just seems a bit of a disappointment and so it is not deserving of a huge celebration and should rather happen in almost silence. Tomorrow I am also allowing myself to eat sugar, and that is cause for celebration. Might not sound like much, but it's the little things!